Scrolling around the research on the lived experience of having a disability to find two studies, one British and one from the US.
The British study showed that 1/4 of Britons would choose to avoid conversational contact with people with disabilities and the American one showed that neurotypical people are less willing to have social contact with people with autism based on ‘thin slice judgments.’

These studies talk about the bias that non-disabled people have towards disabled people.I find reading this kind of research difficult because I’m yelling at the screen as I’m doing so. “CALL IT FUCKING BIGOTRY!” Bias? You cut fabric on the bias, you cut the fabric of society with YOUR bias.

It’s serious, really serious. I’m glad the research is being done because it matters that we know this.

I can tell story after story about being erased from social context because of my disability and difference. Joe can attest to these experiences because he’s the person who becomes doubly real as I am made doubly unreal.

I recently checked into a hotel at a chain where I am an elite member – I stay with them a lot. The clerk after being reminded twice that it was my name, not Joe’s, on the register and my card, not Joe’s in his had to pay for the room, did look at me. He explained in painful detail, so that even I could understand where the restaurant was for breakfast.

I asked him if the hotel had an executive lounge, I’m an elite member, I get to go there for a free breakfast. He said, “You want to go there!?” with shock. He clearly didn’t think I belonged there or that my presence would upset others.

Research may call that ‘bias’ I call it fucking, outright, bigotry.

Journals do an important job, they are restricted in important ways in their presentation of information.

They are to be congratulated for publishing information that verifies the voices of disabled people who speak of personal experiences to disbelieving audiences, or maybe not disbelieving so much as purposely wishing to believe that your experiences are ‘just a couple of bad apples.’
So it’s the job of those who read to read and believe and then react with empathy and understanding.

Bias hurts.

Prejudice hurts.

Bigotry hurts.

These aren’t constructs, they are real, physically and emotionally experiences for those of us who live in the real world full of real encounters with those who’d rather we weren’t here.

And by the way, supper in the executive lounge was wonderful, particularly the looks on the faces of those who were stunned at the entrance of me in my chair … yes all those watching, the definition of who’s elite just got bigger, rounders and sits on wheels.